My Baby

I can see your face
Such a clear image
Like I've met you before
Those big brown eyes
Those soft curls
That dimpled smile
I will meet you one day, my baby boy
But for now
We can meet in my dreams

Infertility Song

I havent written any posts in awhile, been busy and not feeling it. But lately, I've written some poetry and I thought I'd share it here. Not sure if they good or not, but they are my true feelings that I needed to get out.

There is a song in my head
It plays over and over
I can't seem to remember the words
Or the tune
Just the feeling
The feeling of fear
And anticipation
And inadequacy
And hope
My mind and heart are in a battle
With eachother
And with themselves
Who will win
As the song keeps going
Like a broken record
In my mind

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Laziness

Yeah so my previous post said I was going to update my weight loss. I haven't even lost more weight and I was too lazy to even post. Oops. I have to get back on the healthy eating/exercise thing.

On another note, I started injectables yesterday. I am on 75iu Gonal-f shots once a day, then  I will go in for bloodwork and ultrasound on June 30th to monitor my follicles. Let's hope everything goes well.

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